.:+:.[D-r-I-p-s-o-F-T-e-a-R-s].:+:.

2004-11-07T01:02:00.000+08:00

_+_{EasT-C oF Y-HoPe~!!!~YaY~!!!~}_+_

_+_{FeeLing saD & HapPy aT e saMe tIme...}_+_

2004-10-29T19:20:00.000+08:00

Today i am feeling happy for my best fren in sch that she told me she had been promoted to Sec 3 ExpreSs!!! =) I was soooooooooo hapPy 4 her and i realli hope that she can continue to work hard next yr & hoPe she can go same class wif me nxt yr!! ;) I realli can teLL that she was very happy until she was lost 4 words...When she told me these gd news, she was weeping in joy that she can't believe that she ACTUALLY WENT UP!! At 1st she tot that she gt no chance to go expresS & she was disappointed until she saw her report bk todae...
Btw realli im happy 4 her...
Message to my gd Fren: My dearest gd fren, im happy that u can be promoted & i am realli proud of u u noe
coz all e while i've been encouraging u nt to give up hope and indeed neva disappoint
me!! I hope u can be in e same class wif me next yr and thanx 4 today making me feel
better 4 nt losing hope on which class im goin..Still, i thank u again and continue to do
better!! Take carex! ur 4va gd fren awaes.. ;)

The reason im feeling sad is becoz i juz gt bcak my report bk today and gueSs wat?!? I overall gt very bad resuLts...Im feeling very sad & e fact is evrybody do better den me and i don wish to go e class i don wan and then take e subjects i don wish to...but after much thinkin, i feel watever class i go, as long as i do my best and score well, i still can go a gd jc or poly in future....it all depends on me...yea... =)

2004-10-27T18:59:00.000+08:00

_+_{Frenz 4eva!!!}_+_

The WORST haS coMe......

2004-10-22T14:51:00.000+08:00

(=x_x=)[wHy!?! WhY mUz u dO tHiS

2004-10-21T11:29:00.000+08:00

.:+:.[Is tHeRe aNy hoPe 4 mE??? HaIzZz....].:+:.

2004-10-15T16:25:00.000+08:00

Today i did my maths paper 2 & guess what??? I don't even know how to do a whoLe 10 maRks question!!! Juz becoz i 4get e method of pythagoras theroem ----> c2 = a2 + b2!!! Isn't stupid dumb dumb of me??? y cant i think!!! I goT a feeLinG i will F-A-I-L this maths paper!!! And tts it!!!! i go to NA oR lasT klass!!!! this is my worst performance EVER!!!! sometimes i think that im forever stupid and wont achieve much in maths & i feel everybody in my class do his/her maths better den me!!!! this made me a very challenging problem trying to struggling 4 S-U-R-V-I-V-E.... :(

HaIzZz.....izit reaLLy faTe??? Hope GoD wiLL bLesS mE & He wiLL heLp mE noT to faiL my maThs and go to a gd klass!!! But.....i dont hav much confidence i will pass.....Awww......i doubt it.......It's so sad after aLL......do u know next fri is knowing e marks and i really hate to see my maths u noe??? I finD it hard to except the fact that all my efforts went down e drain.......HonEstLy sAyInG, I caNnoT taKe the facT oF failing & i will reaLLy cRy lyk HeLL oN e sPoT....I did mY bEsT.....WeLL, erm.....that's aLL i cAn sAy lorx.....ReLy oN GoD to pLan foR 4 e reSt bahx....... :s

===[白月光]===[song lyrics]===[I quiTe lyk e sOnG......]

2004-10-15T16:15:00.000+08:00

白月光

白月光心里某个地方那么亮却那么冰凉
每个人都有一段悲伤想隐藏却欲盖弥彰

白月光在天涯的两端在心上却不在身旁
擦不干你当时的泪光路太长追不回原谅

你是我不能言说的伤想遗忘又忍不住回想
想流亡一路跌跌撞撞你的捆绑无法释放

白月光在天涯的两端越隐瞒越觉得孤单
擦不干回忆理的泪光路太长怎么补偿

你是我不能言说的伤想遗忘又忍不住回想
想流亡一路跌跌撞撞你的捆绑无法释放

白月光心里某个地方那么亮却那么冰凉
每个人都有一段悲伤想隐藏却在生长

It's aLL oVeR.....

2004-10-12T09:48:00.000+08:00

What to do?!? :( Todae my maths paper for streaming is GONE!!! I gt feeling that i will drop to NA!!! Oh No!!! I'm sure that i will fail M-A-T-H-S!!! I dare nt think of things will come out when i fail my maths!!! I DON'T WANT TO GO NA NXT YR OR GO EXPRESS LAST 2 CLASSES!!! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!! :'( I tot i was able to do it but nw.........it's so unwillingly........ :'(
My friends told me i should nt give up yet & after my best fren talk to me bout it, i understand what she means....Never give up juz by a little barrier, what's important is that u hav done ur best & God will help u.....have faith in God and i told myself to trust God!!! I am a C h r i s t i a n who happened to be a S t u d e n t & not a S t u d e n t who happened to be a C h r i s t i a n!!!

MeSsaGe to God:
Dear Father Lord, i hereby trust in u that u will help me pass my maths and i really hope to give out ALL MY BEST to maths, Lord, i have faith in u in helping me to achieve my target a B4/B3 grade. Lord i also hope that u will help me pull thru this period and pass all subjects if i can and i promise i will give out my BEST in order nt to disappoint u and all the ones who r helping me all along especially my sisters-in-Christ, and tomorrow is History paper, Lord, i hope u can bless me that i will nt forget things i had memorize for History....Also, 1 last thing is i also hope all my friends & sisters-in-Christ will do weLL too!!! All these i pray in Jesus name, Amen!!! (=^_^=)

2004-10-10T06:26:00.000+08:00

Oh nO!!! what to do??? Exams are coming & im still struggling wif it! But i do hope that i will do realli realli very well 4 tis streaming exams coz it will decide my F-u-t-u--r-e!!! Arh......Well, hope evrybody in 2e4, my classmates will do well too! SoMe have e potential to go to 3E1 nxt yr....(=^_^=)

MeSsAgE to GoD:
Dear Heavenly Father, i hereby pray for aLL my fRienDz & cLasSmaTes that they can pass their exams wif flying colours and bring glory to ur name. I also hoPe that u will bless me throughout tis exam period of anxiety and stressfulness. I am uncertain that whether i can complete my Literature revision as many to go thru and Lord, i also hav alot MORE subjects to revise within these 2 days as much as i can
!!! So Father LOrD, i hope u can bLess me thru.....SoMe of mY fRenZ r in difficulty of worrying whther they might not be able to complete their revisions for each indivdual subject & i pray that u will help them to complete their revisions.
All theSe i pRay in Jesus name, AMEN!!! [EnD oF mEssAgE]